Being pregnant is probably one of the highlights of being a woman. What could more exciting than to have a tiny person grow inside you? Motherhood... it's one of the mysteries of human existence one could never ever fathom.
Yet, for all the things it is touted to be... pregnancy is frustrating and, literally, a pesky lump in my throat.
PLEASE, don't misunderstand me. I'm really excited about having this baby. What I'm having difficulty about coming to terms with is that this pregnancy has left me nauseous and sleepy all the time, not to mention the sudden eruption of unsightly zits on my face. I feel like throwing up just now, while writing this post.
I miss feeling good, I miss physical activities, I miss eating all the food I use to eat.
Now, I just lie in the bed, not wanting to move about. I don't feel beautiful. I don't even like to eat that much as some of food leaves a weird aftertaste in my mouth.
The doctor says that this feeling will last about four months. So I still have, like, two months of this crap before everything starts looking sunny.
In the meantime, I'll try to be positive about this, and rejoice at the fact that I'm not the only one suffering.
